I used to be darker, then I got lighter, then I got darker again,”
sings Bill Callahan on “Jim Cain,” the first track on his 13th album,
Sometimes I Wish We Were an Eagle. A shimmery, downcast
rumination with strings right out of a lost Jimmy Webb hit, the song is
ostensibly about author and fellow Maryland native James M. Cain, who
wrote the noir landmarks Double Indemnity and The Postman
Always Rings Twice
but who died alcoholic and unknown.

It’s hard to hear those lines and not think of Callahan’s own rocky
career, and the parallels must be slyly intentional. With an eye for
such tragic ironies as Cain’s ignoble fate, Callahan has written toward
various shades of darkness and light, from pitch black to only slightly
dim.

As always, it’s difficult to determine just where Eagle falls
on that spectrum. Some have alleged that these nine songs document his
break-up with folk singer Joanna Newsom, although Callahan is far too
slippery to write so directly. Instead, he dons a variety of guises and
inhabits a procession of voices, including Cain but mostly more
anonymous characters with only a passing resemblance to himself.

His richly stoical voice evokes the gnaw of regret, failing faith,
and mortal fear, yet he infuses his words with a wry, occasionally
sardonic humor: “I used to be sorta blind, now I can sorta see,”
Callahan sings on “Rococo Zephyr,” and those two qualifying sortas
sting like a self-deprecating punch line.

Eagle is, technically, only the second Bill Callahan album.
He first used his Christian name on 2007’s lackluster Woke Up on a
Whaleheart
, after years of recording under a pseudonym. In the late
1980s, Callahan began making very lo-fi, mostly instrumental recordings
as Smog, and the stage name suggested a nebulous and treacherous aspect
to his music, as if there were no boundaries to the darkness he would
eventually sing about.

But the primitive sound quality was not so much an aesthetic choice
as a byproduct of limited circumstances: When he signed to Drag City,
his sound improved as his popularity and budget increased, revealing
driving ambitions. On such albums as The Doctor Came at Dawn in
1996 and Dongs of Sevotion in 2000, he married his songwriterly
compositions and grim observations to subdued electric folk-rock that
seemed to grow out of ’80s and ’90s underground rock.

In 2001, he adjusted his pseudonym slightly, changing Smog to
(Smog), which both bracketed and absented him from his music. The
punctuation lasted only two albums before it was dropped; two albums
after that, Callahan retired Smog altogether and began using his own
name. That might suggest that he has finally lowered the scrim between
himself and his audience, but he remains as elusive as ever on
Eagle, doling out revelations and admission very carefully.

“Last night I thought I felt your touch, gentle and warm,” he sings
on “Eid Ma Clack Shaw,” adding, “The hair stood on my arm.” It sounds
like a straightforward confession, especially with the physical
details, but as the song progresses, Callahan takes on the persona of a
horse that “couldn’t shake my rider down.”

The shift in nomenclature parallels a gradual evolution toward a
folksier sound that might seem to place Callahan squarely in the
Americana movement, and yet he is a man apart, with no real interest in
Neil Young-derived classic rock (like Jason Molina) or in a
history-book vision of America (like Jay Farrar). He has ambitions far
beyond his lo-fi beginnings, and he has little in common with freak
folkies like Devendra Banhart. Callahan’s closest peers might be Will
Oldham (of Palace and Bonnie “Prince” Billy fame), whose music
similarly maps out good and evil, and Mark Kozelek (formerly of Red
House Painters and currently of Sun Kil Moon), who likewise sings in a
variety of voices ranging from the notorious to the unknown.

Recorded in Plano, Texas, a suburb of Dallas, Eagle
incorporates numerous ’70s country elements, most notably the airy
sound courtesy of producer John Congleton and the dramatic string
arrangements by Brian Beattie. The album begins relatively
traditionally, with the melodically direct “Jim Cain” and the catchy
“Eid Ma Clack Shaw,” but it grows odder and itchier as it proceeds.
After a simple intro picked on a pair of acoustic guitars, “My Friend”
repeatedly pledges love and fidelity, but the music grows so tightly
wound that darker currents become visible. It’s one of Callahan’s
prickliest performances.

By the penultimate “Invocation to Ratiocination,” he seems to have
fallen away altogether. The song is nearly three minutes of wordless
female vocalizing over ambient cricket noises, but the title is
telling: It’s a respite before the 10-minute finale “Faith/Void,” which
ponders God, death, and inner peace. “It’s time to put God away,”
Callahan sings repeatedly, not shaking his fist at the heavens but
arguing calmly for “the end of faith” as the guitars spiral like quiet
fireworks.

It’s a fitting culmination to an album that questions faith โ€”
in God, in other people, in music โ€” with every note, and yet it’s
that persistent uncertainty that makes Sometimes I Wish We Were an
Eagle
Callahan’s best album in years, possibly ever.