Photo: Will Porada | Unsplash

Last Monday, 28-year-old Audrey Hale opened fire at Covenant School, a pre-K to sixth grade Christian school in Nashville. Three children, each 9 years old, and three adults were killed in the attack by the former student. As this story unfolded, many people on local social media feeds expressed their shock that this happened at a private school in Nashville, not in Memphis. Others correlated it with a desperate need for mental health resources. And in others, it further spurred fears of sending their children to school at all. Nowhere is safe.

Here at home, just before the clock struck midnight on Monday, a series of loud booms roused me from sleep. Shortly after, a post on the neighborhood Facebook page: โ€œWow. Hope everyone is okay โ€ฆโ€ A neighbor shared a clip from her home security footage, which only showed a darkened porch, but the 11 rounds that rang out no doubt came from an assault rifle. We donโ€™t bother calling them in much these days. With no description of the shooter or vehicle and no injuries to report, it wonโ€™t make a difference. In the recent past, Iโ€™ve had to have the hood of my car repaired โ€” to patch a hole from a stray fallen bullet; thankfully, it was just my car that received damage.

Over the weekend, I saw a post shared from Nextdoor about random gunfire Downtown around 8:30 p.m. Saturday. Danya McMurtrey wrote, โ€œIt appears that a couple of expensive sports cars were having a shoot-out amidst a throng of tourists. โ€ฆ My 17 year old niece was one of these tourists buying ice cream at Maggie Mooโ€™s on Main before it all went to hell. She was sobbing, traumatized. Two 87 year old women from Napa CA were tourists enjoying a lovely Memphis evening until this occurred. They were scrambling to return to their hotel, traumatized. A sweet family from Indiana had a lovely day at the zoo and were admiring the lights of Main Street until gunfire invaded their evening. They were traumatized. I hid behind a pillar in a parking garage and came eye-to-eye with a freaked-out shelter-seeking carriage horse. Iโ€™ve never seen a horse so afraid. We were both traumatized. โ€ฆ Yet, Iโ€™ve seen nothing reporting that this even occurred. Iโ€™ve become immune to the sound of gunshots in midtown (heard them Friday night, last night โ€” they are in the distance, not about me, I rationalize). I guess last night made me realize how problematic resignation and apathy are, especially my own.โ€

I wasnโ€™t able to find any news reports on that incident, but hereโ€™s a sampling of gun violence-related stories I did see from Friday to Monday.

โ€œMan fires five shots into car on I-40โ€

โ€œEast Memphis crime spree ends with crash in North Memphisโ€

โ€œOne dead after North Memphis shootingโ€

โ€œOne dead in South Memphis shootingโ€

โ€œTwo injured, one dead in Parkway Village shootingโ€

โ€œAnother suspect in custody after Southaven โ€˜ambushโ€™โ€

โ€œShots fired at deputies in Midtown, deputy crashes on way to sceneโ€

โ€œMan dead after shooting in Soulsvilleโ€

โ€œMPD: Suspect shoots, kills man after agreeing to boxing matchโ€

โ€œShots fired at police after Frayser crash, two detainedโ€

โ€œTeen charged after armed robbery at Olive Branch Piccadillyโ€

โ€œTwo teens in hospital after shooting in Southwest Memphisโ€

โ€œOne dead, one injured after shooting in Frayserโ€

Four days. This wasnโ€™t an anomaly. Itโ€™s a standard news cycle. The scary part lies in the many more incidents that arenโ€™t called in and arenโ€™t covered.

Last week, the Memphis Police Department announced that 44 recruits graduated the 138th training session to become officers. Earlier this month, the Tennessee Department of Safety and Homeland Security said 66 Tennessee Highway Patrol troopers were now serving the Memphis District, which covers Shelby, Fayette, Tipton, Lauderdale, Crockett, Haywood, and Hardeman counties. Can law enforcement curb this violence? We canโ€™t arrest ourselves out of this problem.

In a state allegedly so concerned with protecting its children โ€” by banning drag shows and taking away reproductive and other healthcare rights โ€” there sure are a lot of children being killed by gun violence. And more often, it seems, teens and young adults are pulling the trigger.

We need to support the politicians, activists, and organizations who work to elevate, educate, and empower the citizens of Memphis โ€” the youth, homeless, poverty-stricken, the disadvantaged, and underserved.

This is our city. This is about us. We are not immune. Will we resign to apathy?